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I have been living stupidly and was told.
우매하게 살아온 나에게 어떤 분은 말씀하셨어.

Do not even think about any other ways and keep to the right track. You will be a leader.
다른 곳은 쳐다보지도 말고 정도를 걸어. 넌 지도자감이야.

I must be being tested now.
나는 분명 지금 시험받고 있는거야.

I want to be a cogwheel somewhere really needed.
나도 어딘가 나를 필요로하는 곳에 톱니바퀴가 되고 싶어.

아… 힘겹다.

I’ve got to got to do something.
I’ve got to study, make friends, speak to people, think about myself, and… lots of things.
Anyway, I’m going to Gent, Brussel, and Amsterdam next weekend.
First, I’ve got to enjoy going there.
Oh, I’m looking forward to it!

One more thing.. I’ve got to learn how to play a musical instrument!!
And this 10 year old Korean boy makes me want to learn how to play the guitar!!

I woke up so early yesterday morning. The outside was still dark and I looked at my alarm clock. It was 4am but I wasn’t tired but really thirsty so I went downstairs to get some water. I drank cold water from the fridge and took the bottle to my bedroom. When I went back to my bedroom I was totally awake and thought it was just an unusual start of a day. However, unfortunately, it wasn’t. I felt that something is happening in my mind and I knew it was going wrong. I felt the day was really long and I couldn’t concentrate on anything. It was difficult to stop thinking about some.. OMG! I cannot say anything more.